Disguised Friends

We were the bests friends
that no one could ever beat.
We were the funnest people
that you would ever meet.

But somewhere along the line
they slowly turned their backs on me,
and all of a sudden
I was no where to be seen.

I was there for them
when they were hated by all,
and now they leave me here,
all alone for the fall.

How could I be so stupid?
And fall for everything I heard?
How could I be so naive?
All I feel is hurt.

When I wanted to kill myself,
they were always there.
It was just one big game to them,
they never really cared.

They try to cover it up
and act like they don't know.
But I found the note on the floor,
it had all the info.

My three best friends,
who I thought would always be there,
would slowly turn their backs on me
without the slightest care.

They would never see my hurt
and they'd never see my pain,
and I would fall for their
tricks and schemes again.

I guess that's what I wanted,
I guess that was my dream,
so maybe that's why
I was so naive.

They tell me they're my best friends
then they stab me in the back.
Why do I still love them so much,
after all of that?